Undescribable.

I'm not sure what emotion overpowers the other right now. Anger, sadness, frustration...it's a little bit of all of them.

I found pictures online of The Boy and my husband's family...and they are very recent photos. I can't believe they think they have the right to see him and we don't. Where do they get off? I told my husband he either calls them and bitches them out and tells them never to contact us again or he can walk.

And I'm so serious.


This whole situation has turned our lives upside down and they think it's a fucking game. They all live in different states, from Maine to Pennsylvania and get to see him, yet we live in the SAME FUCKING STATE and we can't. Bullshit. They are going to know that we are pissed one way or the other but let me tell you, when shit hits the fan, it's not going to be pretty. They have seriously pissed off the wrong person for the LAST time.