Do you like getting presents early?

Yeah me too...usually. I do not however, want the present I'm going to get in the beginning of July; a few weeks before my birthday. Wanna know what it is?

Laparoscopy.


Yep. Surgery that will leave me with 3 or 4 holes in my tummy and doesn't get me a step closer to conceiving, only one step closer to figuring out what the fuck is wrong with my body. After that, he suggests more Clo.mid but if I want to, we can do Clo.mid with IUI. Ugh. I always hoped I wouldn't have to get this far. I never wanted to hear the words IUI and the fact of the matter is, it's so close I can taste it. Nevermind that he put me on Pro.vera today so my 15 day long period can stop...and then start again. Fun. Stupid body.

Oh and what else did I do today? Yep, got a tooth filled. About 2 hours after my appointment at the doctor's, which I forgot to mention was just lovely. The nurse asked me if I was spotting or had a normal flow and I said "light". She said "Oh, well he can still do the pap smear then". Fan-frikkin-tastic. It was gross as hell and I was so afraid I would be a nasty mess for my dentist appointment. Luckily, it seemed to be ok but I was NOT looking forward to getting a tooth filled.

It took two shots of novacaine and another shot of a novacaine mixture. Whatever was in the third mix really kicked my ass...and is still kicking my ass. It made me incredibly tired and I literally could have fallen asleep during the drilling. Who can do that? I was about two seconds away from doing it, that's all I know. As soon as it started, it was over. That was the quickest tooth filling I've ever had and it's no surprise because feeling the tooth now, it doesn't even feel like he filled the entire tooth.

Whatever, I'm too tired mentally and physically to give a crap. I'm so tired, I'm not even thinking twice about wearing my hair curly tomorrow. Frig straightening my hair...it's over-rated anyways.