Oh, whoops...

I re-read my posts from the end of 2010 and realized I didn't update about some things...

First, I did get the car.  I didn't even need anyone to co-sign for me; I only needed my aunt to loan me the money for the sales tax, which she did, and I've paid her back everything I owed her.  Even though I've had to bring it to the mechanic a couple times (under warranty until next December anyway), I love it to death.

My post-op appt last AUGUST (lol, sorry, I'm a little slow)...turns out, I had a mild case of endo like he said, along with PCOS like I suspected but also found out that I have...drumroll please...a blocked left tube.  Are you frikken kidding me? When I did my HSG the first time, I watched the dye go through without issue and now, it won't.  So, I can't make a mature egg because of the PCOS.  If I managed to make a mature egg somehow, it would have to come from my right tube by pure luck.  And if I made a mature egg and it came from my right tube, it would have to implant in a spot not covered by scar tissue.  So, close to impossible I guess.

Let's see...if a woman who has no known fertility issues has 12 chances a year, then let's say a woman with PCOS only has (for shits and giggles) 6 chances a year.  If that same woman with PCOS also has one blocked tube, she probably has 3 chances a year.  Finally, if that same woman with PCOS and one blocked tube also has a mild case of endo, she probably has (you guessed it) 1.5 chances a year.  Too bad I don't think I have even that much.

1.5 chances every 12 months ~if~ conditions are perfect.  You've got to be kidding me, right? Now everyone can wonder why I roll my eyes at them when they say "I know it will happen for you".  It hasn't happened in 6 years, we've gotten nothing closer than a faint line and a rapidly dropping quantitative blood test, so why the HELL would you think it would happen for me, nevermind ~know~? Please, keep the puppies and rainbows instead of shoving them up my ass, ok?  This whole process can kiss my ass for all I care.

Anyway, that's pretty much my update in a (big) nutshell.  Stay tuned for next week's episode when I finally lose it completely and mention IVF to my husband...